曼曼➠自轉ING…

maybe it's the best thing that i still want to write down something in my mind. 

yes, i disappeared for a while, actually it has been a long while. 

I know, i might let you down, and might let someone worried about, i am so sorry for that, i never mean to hurt anyone. 

i ever think about my whole life, and look at it, what i only got is totally nothing, failure is the word i can describe it. 

also i ever miss someone, you know, my dad, my family, my ex, and my friends. 

read your blog that it seems like history comes again, i can't stop thinking that if you made that mistake again?? 

i can tell that she is a good girl but it semms like you cheat on her again when went abroad. 

god, you really can't hurt someone again and again. i am sorry if i am wrong to misunderstand you.

but like idom said, what we can learn from history is we never learn from lesson.

by the way, i saw a lot of series, csi, grey's anatomy, ghost whisperer, journey man.....i can train my listening, also words.

you know, i met a guy couple months ago, he is a nice person, i can't tell that if i have feeling into him, but he makes me feel warm.

sometimes i feel like i am like meredith, got hurt from someone who we really loved before and then we lost the courage to love.

if i am not happy, i don't believe i can make someone happy, then maybe let them go is the best way i can do, right?